Senin, 21 Maret 2011

Failures and Rejection

I'm so sick of these.

Minggu, 13 Maret 2011

Kittens and 17

They say, age is just a number. Well, to me, 17 is some number :D

It has been 5 weeks since the day i turned 17, but i am still grateful for finally be in the age when i can apply for ID card and get a legal driving license, haha.

So far, my 17's the best birthday ever.
i dont make party or some sort. 5 February 2011, gue lagi persiapan buat tes universitas minggu depannya. Dan sedang di tengah-tengah minggu ujian di sekolah. Gak kebayang kalo gue bikin party, bisa2 gue mabok ngabisin makanan sendiri gara-gara kaga ada yg dateng. Kecuali kalo di tengah-tengah pesta gue selipin seminar/lecturing ujian. Timing-nya memang lagi menyedihkan banget. Kakak gue juga ga bisa pulang buat ngerayain bareng2 sama gue. Nyokap gue juga hari itu mau berangkat ke luar kota. Anak-anaknya kucing gue, Pesek, juga belum ada dua bulan umurnya, belum bisa pada nyanyi happy birthday. Eh, itu mah sampe kapan juga belom bisa ya. Anyway, yep, i got newborn kitties. Lahir 30 Desember 2011, tengah malem di depan kaki gue. Entah kenapa kucing gue dengan sangat tidak wajar melahirkan di tengah2 lampu menyala, di tengah-tengah lantai ruang keluarga. Tepat di depan kaki gue. sekarang anak-anaknya udah segede gini (ditampilkan sesuai urutan lahir):
ini namanya Jambul. i think you can see why. Yep, for that big orange spot right in the middle of his head.
 Lahir jam 10-an malem, paling pertama.  Sempet bikin gue panik setengah idup nyangkain dia mati gara2 kaga nangis2 begitu lahir. Hobinya nonton tivi. Berkat hobinya ini, gue ga mesti repot2 nemenin nyokap nonton sinetron. Bener kata orang-orang, setiap anak lahir membawa berkah.

meet Thera, the most wanted of all. 
Anak temen2 nyokap gue rebutan mau adopsi yang satu ini. Mereka ga tau aja kalo dia ini paling sering mencret dan diare. Plus, kalo nangis bisa ngalahin bunyi toa mesjid. Tapi memang, dia mirip model bungkus whiskes kitten. Makanya dia hobi nyundul bungkus whiskes ke orang-orang, ceritanya biar pamer gitu kalo mukanya terkenal. And also another way untuk minta tambahan makanan. Memang cerdas seperti pemiliknya. Sekarang sudah diadopsi tante gue.


Tiger. Kesayangan gue. Omnivora. Atau lebih tepatnya, elit-vora. Seneng makan roti, keju dan molen. Juga kapan-saja-vora. Kayaknya tiap jam laper melulu. Gaya tidur favorit: telentang dan ngangkang. Hobinya ngaca. Sedang belajar main gitar (baca: berusaha mutusin senar gitar gue). Paling susah dibangunin. Kalo udah tidur, bunyi guntur sama semut lewat sama aja buat dia mah.


this is Adut. Dinamai untuk ke acak-adut-an motif tubuhnya. 
Bibirnya setengah merah setengah item. Tapak kaki kanannya juga gitu. Gue ga tau dia lahir jam berapa, karna jaraknya paling jauh sama yang lain. Satu-satunya betina. Paling sensitif. Kalo lagi dibecandain abang-abangnya, bisa sampe marah beneran, sampe bulunya berdiri semua. Dasar perempuan.

and this is the very happy mother
Yang dipeluk ya, bukan yang lagi meluk. Memang kadang susah dibedain. Sama-sama pesek dan buluan sih. 

Now, about my birthday. Talking about cats always drives me away from anything i am currently doing.
Mom and Dad managed a surprise at a cafe, at 00.00 sharp. They hired a singer to sing me a happy birthday, then give me a heart-shaped box, filled with chocolate and a surprise gift. Super duper sweet. You know what made me even happier? The first thing i did in my great age of 17 was singing with dad playing the piano, and mom in the middle of the tiny crowd, watching me and dad for the very first time. That was an amazing moment.

I managed to stay awake till the morning. And at school, my very best friend worked with my class and made me:


what a cake :D

While at home, in my room, just after the school finished, my girls made me these




This all, makes me.. well, words are sometimes just somehow insufficient. 

The thing about birthday, is, it isnt just about a change of age. Its a reminder of what you have all these time, in your whole life. Birthday's celebrated to remind you of a lot of love you have around you. You just cant be too young or too old for that much of love.